History

History

the word - school topic not equal with the reality

 

how to write nonchalantly, without hyperbole  


how to communicate genuinely

how to communicate ideas efficiently

dont worry about being concise

dont worry about being clear even

just say something to someone


i would like to be able to speak genuinely

its ok to repeat my self

its ok when others do also, but probably not as ok


5:30am 'Bushido' audiobook


i can do a better job

i already am

 

G left this morning

i am alone again, though not

i enjoy it and i dont

i like attention at least,

still feeling like a person despite the past year and a half

 

gifts do make me feel the awkward weight of obligation

its no ones fault

cannolis

offers of assistance

what is appropriate to say yes to and what isnt

what is appropriate to say no to

can i just watch tv instead

i dont think i have to ask 

because i dont think anyone minds

because i dont think anyone cares


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