Sleepless in Mount Joy

I'm so exhausted 💤 my little autocorrect menu suggested the emoji 😴 so that's why I popped it in. Feels weird to use emojis in a journal though as I get to the last days of my work week I get so f****** tired that I can't formulate like full thoughts and certainly not active on them. It gets so hard to focus on having things to accomplish and accomplishing them because I'm just burnt out. I want to aspire better healthier plans and actions in my life but I get done with my work week and at that point just sleep Even now I'm fighting off wearing this. I came outside to my car on an early break at work. Luckily I don't have much to do tonight. Immediately though I will have to do a lot of physical labor throwing blocks And what have you.

I really wonder how people maintain relationships, social or romantic or any level, any tier relationship, when You're this tired, when you're this drained and cut off. 

I'm going to go back to reading for now. I'm in the middle of rereading game of thrones for like the umpteenth millionth time. this time I'm listening via audiobook. Doing that has made driving up and down the country a lot easier. A lot more fun. I get to enjoy a book that I wouldn't have had the time for otherwise.