am I the asshole?

I don't even know where to f****** begin I'm losing my f****** mind and I just need to vent because I can't actually say any of this stuff to real people because they all start f****** crying every time I talk about stuff like this or they're sick of hearing me say it because I say it everyday because it's true. Every single f****** day people from Pennsylvania are retarded. I hate this state. I hate the weather. I hate the culture or the lack thereof. I hate everything about it. I hate everything that comes from here. I hate everything that goes here every the way the roads are made makes less sense to him

God f****** damn it. Everything here sucks. The people are s***** I was just telling someone the other day I have dated one one person from Pennsylvania while living in Pennsylvania. Everywhere else I've ever lived. I f***** everything that moved here. I can't f****** enjoy a human being for themselves. They're all s***** they're all selfish. They're all assholes and they're all stupid like actually stupid like people bread to be workers in industry like that. Kind of stupid and the same type of people who will tell you that you're freaking out if you you're not happy about the way things are if you're not, if you're not totally fine with the fact that it's f****** freezing out. Everything's Frozen the f*** over everything's broken. Nothing f****** works. You know nobody's happy but you should be fine with that and accept it because that's how it is for everyone. No you f****** retards there's actually people that are happy out there. You know when you turn on your television and you see people on a beach smiling that's what it's f****** like to live a life not f****** be here stuck in this f****** mud f*****

But if if it if you thought it couldn't get worse it does because there's an extra special kind of f****** retard here f****** how f****** retarded do you have to f****** be to f****** gamble most of your money away in front of strangers on f****** scratch offs and f****** Lotto like you know what man you're going to do it you're going to be the one that f****** breaks the mold and f****** wins the lottery at a f****** corner store. You know off of your f****** last $25 you f****** retard you're you're just throwing money away because what you like your daughter hates you or your wife left you. What is it or you've just never been intimate and close with anybody because you don't know how to f****** talk to people because you were raised somewhere where the culture is to f****** not talk to other people. You should be afraid of strangers f****** like I just I had to sit there for 10 f****** minutes while somebody waited for all of their Lotto to be printed out. Why? Why isn't there a separate register for Lotto? Why can't you just like self buy lotto? Why do you have to interact with a teller for Lotto? Why can't you buy Lotto online? Why does it have to be at a f****** clerk here at the f****** convenience store while I'm f****** waiting to buy a normal f****** product takes 2 seconds to do assholes but I'm the a****** really because I'm sick of people because I say something about being sick of people because I dare to be f****** sick of all of it and not just bend over and take it every single day like I love it like there is a fine line between tolerance and stupidity like everyone is going to go through hardship in their life and sure like the whole oh not everybody loves their job and blah blah blah things of that nature. But like when it's the whole like the whole of your life is in that state is it is is of that way where there is nothing redeeming and any nice things you have to squeeze out of the s*** and call it. Nice to say that. Oh yeah you know I took the good that I made up with the bad. That is actually everything like that's not life. That's that's lying to yourself. You're an idiot if if that's what you're like living. Oh you know I work a hard job and I come home to people who f****** hate me and I don't have any friends I abuse I abuse substances to get through it all but you know that's that's. It is what it is. No you're an idiot. You're a f****** idiot do something about it. Change it f****** have a have a f****** reason to f****** wake up in the morning God

Yet another thing the way these f****** losers Drive I am at the point where I am passing someone illegally over double yellow lines every single day because these f****** assholes Drive so f****** slow