maybe some other time

So it's been about 2 days since I've made an entry so I guess I should probably make one. Though I'm not entirely sure what I'm supposed to talk about because nothing's happened. I think that's what I've never understood about. Making journals is that you end up just logging day-to-day nothingness. It almost puts a spotlight on how full of nothing each day is. It's like chiseling into stones. Thoughts that I have as I lay in bed at the end of each day and I don't think I like those thoughts, but maybe that's what this is all about. Is working through those thoughts and making them better I don't know. In any event, let's talk about what has happened. On Saturday night my brother and I drove down to Maryland which I enjoyed doing just for the drive itself but the goal was to go get weed cuz it's recreationally legal on the other side of the border and gas is cheaper on the other side of the border as well. We went to the dispensary that is located closer to Baltimore City so it's more urban area and it's a little more expensive than the one that I had originally wanted to go to which is called the dispensary. The other one the one called The dispensary is a shorter Drive. More affordable. The gas stations near it are more affordable and it is a prettier drive. It's mostly off highway. You passed through a really cute town that has like antique shops and stuff along the main Drive so it's just a more pleasant travel. 

Besides that, I've just been trying to make money selling off cigars in duck races, Just trying to pull everything together and reformat my budget.  

I don't know. It's definitely not easy to talk about the things that are actually on my mind because they defy plain logic and they defy conclusivity and therefore our open-ended topics on which I could expound forever. They are things I never cease thinking about. Maybe another time.