addendum to the previous post

I feel like somehow I'm not getting enough nicotine or or like I'm doing more kratom or 7ohWhatever the fuck you want to call it, and nothing is making my restlessness calm down or just be manageable. I just feel like there's something trying to break out of my skin like I'm just going to blow up. I've wanted to yell at people the last couple of days. Definitely last night when I was working with Clint. If you kept making a mistake after mistake and I let me be clear, I don't want to yell at people for who they are. I just want to yell and be heard on some level. I want it to be recognized that I'm frustrated I guess. I'm fucking crying for help I don't know. 

 This blind Faith from Alec and Bradley. I found buried in one of my tupper doors along with a pretty substantial amount of mids that I definitely got from Cbid, so it's a bunch of cigars with a good amount of age on them four, some 5 months. And that's convenient. And most of them that I found are rebusto sized so that lends them to generally be good for break smokes. But in general I mean this blind Faith is very tasty when I first got these and tried them after. Probably like 2 weeks 3 weeks. I didn't like them as much. Now that they've got a good amount of proper rest, they're very flavorful while still being mild enough to be enjoyed. Probably any time of the day. 

Extra note 12:35am - Al Stewart's The Year of the Cat is stuck in my head, which isn't bad but it is random.