harvest

I'm stressed but I'm dealing with it.
It isn't easy, and I don't always feel like it's helping to even be bothered. But other times I feel like I'm genuinely feeling better and doing things to try to make everyday more fulfilling. I'm still getting frustrated really easily so I wanted to write about it. Vin talked to me nearly incessantly about how to play civ, and I can't stop going to a place of frustration about it to the point of getting angry and then it feels like I'm stuck there.

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