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Football is Overseasoned

 The Eagles won the Super Bowl. The Big Game. Someone told me it's illegal to call it The Super Bowl. Someone told me the Chiefs were using magic, but they lost. Someone told me the crowds in Philadelphia would kill each other when the Eagles won. Someone told me that a dancer for Kendrick Lamar's halftime show was arrested for being a pro Palestine activist. I barely watched the game. I'm glad the Chiefs lost. I'm glad the Groundhog, whichever one you might reference, predicted six more weeks. Casual obsolescence.
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Edible Arrangement

 Looking around again. Better Call Saul, missing one on ignore, texting one that i don't believe in, ignoring a lot of people. I know it isn't always the right thing to do, but somehow I justify. I'm working towards something, but I've lost all sight of what beyond "more". I need more money to have more space and more privacy to do... what? My fantasies of holing up and re-emerging as someone or something better are waning in the face of the reality that is my age, my lack of connections, and my dissolving ambition.  I am safe, stable, and able. I can do whatever the fuck I want, I just need to want it.
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owe

What do we owe to each other?
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crush

i found the lanternfly on your wrist... should i crush it?
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 stupid fucking other
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love leak

I was never the one you were gonna choose I always somehow knew I wonder if you did too
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powerless

 Could it be... everybody? I want to respond, I want to pick up the phone  I want to call you back  But I'm too far away. I'm powerless. I'm stuck in hell until it spits me back out. Why should I answer? What could you do? Your pity is empty, you want something I don't have and you think that I'm hiding it from you.
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