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Today I won Today I lost I woke up to find out I won more really nice cigars. I'm less excited than I was when I found out. I drove to Maryland and got more carts. Got a great deal, including a free 1g cart of Wedding Cake. But I also turned into the exit of a gas station in a fruitless attempt to get the cheapest gas, and swiped the curb pretty hard and bent up yet another rim. Now I'll need to take my car in to the mechanic and ensure it's safe for a drive across the country again. So I can visit New Orleans. So I can see my friends. So I can celebrate Mardi Gras. So I can see Sophie. Sophie called last night. Early this morning. She was probably in an Adderall mania, I'm not totally sure. She was vindictive. She will always be mad at me. I don't even know for what anymore. I don't know what will happen. I get so many thoughts in my head that I can't even talk about it because I'm just so confused. I wish it were just a simple thing.  My eyes are fucke...
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mind over body

The real test of the mind is dominion over the body. 
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half an entry

It's been a while since I made a real blog entry. I suppose that's because all I've done is work. I had a couple of days off for Christmas, Christmas Eve, but All in all I've just been working. I know that earlier I had in mind things to talk about to my journal about work, but I don't know if I necessarily remember exactly what I wanted to say or why I wanted to say it. I imagine I wanted to convey some level of frustration with the incompetence, but now that I'm not there, It's a lot easier to view it from a outside perspective. It is New Year's Day now which means not much to me at all. I spent New Year's Eve working, And now my work week begins in earnest tonight. Strangely enough, I am glad to at least get back to my crew as I've grown weary of the others. People cause unnecessary drama and stress. I'm doing well with my financial goals so far, at least from a short glance that my bank account and everything. I do need to remind myself t...
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Luca Giordano

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Merry Christmas blog I barely use. I'm mostly just putting up a reminder that I like this painter  Renaissance painter, a lot of Christ or biblical event paintings, or Saints as well. Beautiful stuff, and has doubles of a lot of stuff which I found intriguing, finding lots of odd changes to the second piece and wondering about the reasoning for those changes. Worth a jump down a rabbit hole someday to understand this guy's work better, maybe eventually grab a few prints.
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aloof

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way of life

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The past is never far. I have Tiffany on the brain today. I'm just thinking of things I should say to her that I won't. It would probably be simple to do so, but I just don't think I want to start a conversation. I'd anticipate questions that don't have definitive answers.  Nicotina by Warped  Warped Nicotina Type: Nicaraguan Puro (Full-Bodied / Full Strength) Factory: Aganorsa Leaf Wrapper: Corojo '99 Binder/Filler: Criollo '98 and Corojo '99 Key Flavors: Black pepper, cedar, earth, and dark fruit. Sizes: Coronado (5 1/2 x 48), Corona Gorda (6 x 46), and Toro (6 x 52). I'm not good at gauging by eye but I would assume that I'm smoking a Corona Gorda. No no. Maybe it's maybe it's a Toro I don't know. I'm bad at this. It's interesting that they're Aganorsa rolled because there's zero issue with the infamous construction problems that aganorsa usually has.  I think I was going to start talking about Molly but...
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Star Trek: Enterprise

I really like this show. It has the hallmarks of 90's television, but the CGI and digital cameras of the early 2000's are also heavily present. T'Pol is a great Vulcan character, and easy on the eyes. The engineering commander also gets a ton of screen time and does plenty with it, great "cowboy" character. But captain quantum leap dude and the plot of the series are core classic star trek, truly expanding the lore in thought provoking directions. 
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